Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Viimesen Kerran

The finale comes next. Don't be distracted by the beautiful illusion in front of you, the truth lies in observing the words. Rest well those who can, you've earned it. Should old acquittance be forgot and never brought to mind?

Hope you have lots of fun! Work hard and remember that your friends support you!

Viimesen Kerran

Onnea


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Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Ashioto no yoake

So comes the finale. The climax of this story at long last. Tonight is the night. What will you write? A tragicomedy? A last stand of glory? Or gibbering insanity and a loss of your face? When the footsteps of morning sneak up on us all, what kind of 'reality' will be etched into stone?

'I' have no answers for you, only a fool speaks in absolutes.

Saa, saa itsu ka tanoshi no chuuhen ga hajimaru?

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Oh, Christmas Tree

Madness from 3:00 am

Oh, Christmas Tree
Oh, Christmas Tree
How you scared me
When I walked by you at night
Your shadow in the moonlight
Oh, Christmas Tree
Oh, Christmas Tree
How I wish you didn`t remind me.

Keep warm everyone and (as always)

Good Luck

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

All That I'm Living For

Shutupshutupshutupshutup! Don't wanna tell, nothing happened, nothing happened, don't wanna tell.

Fi~ne

Hey, assholes hope isn't a crime, in the past tons of people have relpased and come back, and at least I'm not off tortuing some chick to death hey Zero how's B? Isabella, you bitch, coulnd't even drop by to say 'hi', huh? By the by decoded the binary, not exactly singing its prasies am I? More like...well look up there I don't want to tell you what happened six years ago, so I threw up a chunk of giberish in binary.

These illusions, or whatever are going to stay here 'till I tell you, or I go completely insane, and the latter is slightly worse.

Six years ago, nothing officially happened. The reality of the situation is...slightly different however. Me and some 'friends' went out at night to play some stupid game, in an graveyard of course. One minute I was hiding the next two hands had managed to slip around my throat, no, no zombies in this tale just an over competitive younger kid. Couldn't cry out, couldn't breathe, and I was blacking out. I got pissed broke free and smashed the little fucker against a headstone. THEN the others appeared screaming at me, acting all righteous and pissed one even took a swing, broke the fucker's nose. Things escalated, the only nearby house heard the shouting and called the cops. Kid got treatment, mild concussion forgot the night, month later he was out and fine. Told my story got yelled at and grilled on the dangers of such things, fragilefragilefragilefragile, NO. Was thirteen, and the brat left bruises, notmyfaultnotmyfault, nothing official happened. Didn't feel guilty, don't feel guilty, but it made my life hell for no short amount of time I was the kid who almost murdered two people and felt nothing about it.

"My ghosts are gaining on me"

How long does adrenaline last? All the way through a night? Does that sound right to you? Nope~ I'm a sociopath...kind of. I don't lack empathy and as a rule I'll run into a fire to save someone I don't know, but if you antagonize me I'll watch you burn with a smile on my face. The Husks are just mooks to me 'cause they're not harder to kill than any other untrained human who attacks me. Oh look~ they're gone.

Good Luck



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Tuesday, December 14, 2010

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Monday, December 13, 2010

Ring around the fool

Someone's lauging atm e. Hahahaha, can't be there can'tbe can't be killed and burned, gurgled and died and burned and ashes spread. moremoremoremoremore Hahahaha, Ring around the fool ashes ashes. Moremoremoremore nononnoononononn, not you can't be not itsnotitssixyearsago not its not its not its sixyearsago, notitnotitnotitnotit, tempertemper calm calm, notthemcan'tbereal notitnoit sixyearsago. Ring around the fool aroundandaroundandaround sixyearsago, ashes, ashes I burn down DespairPalesBeforeMe sixyearsago

Edit: feeling calmer now...just, just when I woke up I felt weird...didn't know  what was up until I looked out the window Max the guest was there, but he's dead, then more of them started showing up one after the other and...I lost it just a little bit. New message "sixyearsago?", and yes it was on Zero's blog. There was a major fire in the town closest to me in 2006, took out a full corner of a street lots of businesses but no lives lost, but that was 4 years ago. Nothing happened six years ago. They, the ghosts, or illusions, or whatever are circling my house, hence the title like the nursery rhyme 'ring around the rosie'. Oh, also comments can be seen again, I always end my posts with 'good luck' guys...though usually not in alphabetic binary...seriously what the fuck was that about?

Good Luck


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Saturday, December 11, 2010

Paradichlorobenzene

Wasn't Hosozukuri supposed to be safe? I ask because that's where the next damnable message was hiding "tellthemwhatyouhear" and I could see it just fine until...3341. I haven't been able to see them since the 8th, shortly after I listened to 3341, except Breeze in Monochrome NIGHT, which is now blank but for the message meaning its doing something to her now and playing its little games with me. I know it would accomplish nothing and indeed at least one person had trouble because of...but I want to punch it right where it's face should be break its damn sunglasses(yeah, H(a)unting's back, at least it's playing by the rules).

What I've been hearing since I woke up this morning is Anticholorbenzene but it's slower than the actual song and stuttering like it doesn't know the song very well. Only one part is clear, insanely so, and it repeats every other loop: "akirame wa boku o sukuu kara" "only giving up will save me". Yes, because I didn't get the point during the week of attacks, or when it shut off my ability to see the blogs. At least it's letting me see my own posts again.

Good Luck

PS: it was quiet enough to hear the world around me most of the time. Still can't see comments but I know I got 2 of 'em thanks. Figure it'll sent something worse to dissuade me in the future.

Thursday, December 9, 2010

See of no cares

The blogs are empty except H(a)unting which is just  message "tellthemwhatyousee". Can't even see my own damn blog, or the comments, on anything. Fuck! Excuse spelling mistakes here guys cant even see the wordss I'm typing, least I can hwear the keys clicking so it should be showing up. Other than that vision is fije which is more irriating its not impeding on my life or even trying to takei t anymore just stopping me from interferring . Checked on other computers, made sure to delete the history and hide what I was lpooking at, it's a 'me' issue not a computer one Paranormal Log'sd player is working fine not tht I can see it but at 'least it means my ears aren't being screwed withto. I kjnow it's pointless cause I won't see it, but if you have words leave a comment I'm, not planning on letting this keep me downm, no I'll be back. Now to do what it wants me to:

a life wirthout it, a save lifew, a life I'm willing to throw away to save others.

Good Luck

Edit: can still see one blog perfectly  I'd love to sing an Aria for an oversight.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Antichlorobenzene

What's a story without hope? What's a story without tension? The 'hole' created by the stoppinglight who will fill it? Will it be the end? Will it be the burrowing rabbit? Will it be the following rats jumping to their doom?

Isn't something wrong? Where's the enemy? Where's the terror? How long will the rats continue to follow the amusing song to the cliff? What song was sung? Isn't one appearance too lax?

If the problem is the 'song' is too enticing, why not rip out your ears? If the problem is the 'sight' you see, why not rip out your eyes? If the problem is your 'soul' that can't stop caring, why not rip that out as well? If everything is happening in front of you, why are you being led astray?

What is the 'enemy' you face? What is the 'humanity' you seek? What is 'sin' in the song? If you feel you're 'drowning', why not focus on the 'sky'. What will you sacrifice? 'Freedom'? 'Rules'? 'Humanity'? 'Assistance'? 'Ability'?

When 'everything' is over what will your 'eyes' 'see'? When 'everything' is over what will you 'hear'? Will your 'enemy' be destroyed when 'everything' is over?

'I' have no answers for you.

Friday, December 3, 2010

Consequence Free

Decided to bring it home for my...er, return to home. It seems Elle's been on, didn't expect her to guess I'd make her name my password, still small traps. As for where I was...hospital, flinched too much when the Doc was wrapping the broken arm, one full body examination later and I'm more medical tape than man. My 'guest' is dead, but he did teach me a two things: the names of every single person I need to mourn properly when this is over, and no matter how stable they may seem one second, and no matter how many there, are never turn your back on a Husk

Things went to shit amazingly fast, I have no words...well, no, that's not true, I have words: angry, hurtful words, that are lashing out, and blaming the victim. I so wanted my first post to contain a slice of normalcy...but, that's clearly not going to happen now. Liam, Jonathon thanks for worrying but I'm fine...and getting the feeling I should rescind that offer of haven.

Good Luck, everyone who's left.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Swallow's Lament

"Extend your hand across the sky
To the distant horizon, and the dimming sunset
You will also dye that hand crimson
The accumulation of my days with you
The accumulated corpses of the warriors
The zenith of that hill has even surpassed the tower that I was aiming for, before I knew it"

A song expressing the futility of fighting, right? Isn't that what you said, when you'd go off all alone after hearing about deaths? I wonder where that you is now? Is he still there under all that blood? They won't even fight for themselves giving in so easily running to people they know are dead without a thought of how it'll affect everyone else. "lots of people love you, try and live for their sake", as if! Grow up already humanity ain't inherently good, why else would He be winning so easily? Give it up, you're still in the clear burn the blog and move on with your life, He's not even bothering with you anymore, and let's face it you're not really trying to help either, just being stubborn. Oh, cute password by the way, my name an attempt to bring me back? Very clever, not nearly clever enough, but points for effort.

Sincerly\
The One

PS: you've squandered your chance, I'm taking the laptop back.