Viimesen Kerran

The finale comes next. Don't be distracted by the beautiful illusion in front of you, the truth lies in observing the words. Rest well those who can, you've earned it. Should old acquittance be forgot and never brought to mind?

Hope you have lots of fun! Work hard and remember that your friends support you!

Viimesen Kerran

Onnea


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Ashioto no yoake

So comes the finale. The climax of this story at long last. Tonight is the night. What will you write? A tragicomedy? A last stand of glory? Or gibbering insanity and a loss of your face? When the footsteps of morning sneak up on us all, what kind of 'reality' will be etched into stone?

'I' have no answers for you, only a fool speaks in absolutes.

Saa, saa itsu ka tanoshi no chuuhen ga hajimaru?

Oh, Christmas Tree

Madness from 3:00 am

Oh, Christmas Tree
Oh, Christmas Tree
How you scared me
When I walked by you at night
Your shadow in the moonlight
Oh, Christmas Tree
Oh, Christmas Tree
How I wish you didn`t remind me.

Keep warm everyone and (as always)

Good Luck

All That I'm Living For

Shutupshutupshutupshutup! Don't wanna tell, nothing happened, nothing happened, don't wanna tell.

Fi~ne

Hey, assholes hope isn't a crime, in the past tons of people have relpased and come back, and at least I'm not off tortuing some chick to death hey Zero how's B? Isabella, you bitch, coulnd't even drop by to say 'hi', huh? By the by decoded the binary, not exactly singing its prasies am I? More like...well look up there I don't want to tell you what happened six years ago, so I threw up a chunk of giberish in binary.

These illusions, or whatever are going to stay here 'till I tell you, or I go completely insane, and the latter is slightly worse.

Six years ago, nothing officially happened. The reality of the situation is...slightly different however. Me and some 'friends' went out at night to play some stupid game, in an graveyard of course. One minute I was hiding the next two hands had managed to slip around my throat, no, no zombies in this tale just an over competitive younger kid. Couldn't cry out, couldn't breathe, and I was blacking out. I got pissed broke free and smashed the little fucker against a headstone. THEN the others appeared screaming at me, acting all righteous and pissed one even took a swing, broke the fucker's nose. Things escalated, the only nearby house heard the shouting and called the cops. Kid got treatment, mild concussion forgot the night, month later he was out and fine. Told my story got yelled at and grilled on the dangers of such things, fragilefragilefragilefragile, NO. Was thirteen, and the brat left bruises, notmyfaultnotmyfault, nothing official happened. Didn't feel guilty, don't feel guilty, but it made my life hell for no short amount of time I was the kid who almost murdered two people and felt nothing about it.

"My ghosts are gaining on me"

How long does adrenaline last? All the way through a night? Does that sound right to you? Nope~ I'm a sociopath...kind of. I don't lack empathy and as a rule I'll run into a fire to save someone I don't know, but if you antagonize me I'll watch you burn with a smile on my face. The Husks are just mooks to me 'cause they're not harder to kill than any other untrained human who attacks me. Oh look~ they're gone.

Good Luck



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Ring around the fool

Someone's lauging atm e. Hahahaha, can't be there can'tbe can't be killed and burned, gurgled and died and burned and ashes spread. moremoremoremoremore Hahahaha, Ring around the fool ashes ashes. Moremoremoremore nononnoononononn, not you can't be not itsnotitssixyearsago not its not its not its sixyearsago, notitnotitnotitnotit, tempertemper calm calm, notthemcan'tbereal notitnoit sixyearsago. Ring around the fool aroundandaroundandaround sixyearsago, ashes, ashes I burn down DespairPalesBeforeMe sixyearsago

Edit: feeling calmer now...just, just when I woke up I felt weird...didn't know  what was up until I looked out the window Max the guest was there, but he's dead, then more of them started showing up one after the other and...I lost it just a little bit. New message "sixyearsago?", and yes it was on Zero's blog. There was a major fire in the town closest to me in 2006, took out a full corner of a street lots of businesses but no lives lost, but that was 4 years ago. Nothing happened six years ago. They, the ghosts, or illusions, or whatever are circling my house, hence the title like the nursery rhyme 'ring around the rosie'. Oh, also comments can be seen again, I always end my posts with 'good luck' guys...though usually not in alphabetic binary...seriously what the fuck was that about?

Good Luck


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Paradichlorobenzene

Wasn't Hosozukuri supposed to be safe? I ask because that's where the next damnable message was hiding "tellthemwhatyouhear" and I could see it just fine until...3341. I haven't been able to see them since the 8th, shortly after I listened to 3341, except Breeze in Monochrome NIGHT, which is now blank but for the message meaning its doing something to her now and playing its little games with me. I know it would accomplish nothing and indeed at least one person had trouble because of...but I want to punch it right where it's face should be break its damn sunglasses(yeah, H(a)unting's back, at least it's playing by the rules).

What I've been hearing since I woke up this morning is Anticholorbenzene but it's slower than the actual song and stuttering like it doesn't know the song very well. Only one part is clear, insanely so, and it repeats every other loop: "akirame wa boku o sukuu kara" "only giving up will save me". Yes, because I didn't get the point during the week of attacks, or when it shut off my ability to see the blogs. At least it's letting me see my own posts again.

Good Luck

PS: it was quiet enough to hear the world around me most of the time. Still can't see comments but I know I got 2 of 'em thanks. Figure it'll sent something worse to dissuade me in the future.

See of no cares

The blogs are empty except H(a)unting which is just  message "tellthemwhatyousee". Can't even see my own damn blog, or the comments, on anything. Fuck! Excuse spelling mistakes here guys cant even see the wordss I'm typing, least I can hwear the keys clicking so it should be showing up. Other than that vision is fije which is more irriating its not impeding on my life or even trying to takei t anymore just stopping me from interferring . Checked on other computers, made sure to delete the history and hide what I was lpooking at, it's a 'me' issue not a computer one Paranormal Log'sd player is working fine not tht I can see it but at 'least it means my ears aren't being screwed withto. I kjnow it's pointless cause I won't see it, but if you have words leave a comment I'm, not planning on letting this keep me downm, no I'll be back. Now to do what it wants me to:

a life wirthout it, a save lifew, a life I'm willing to throw away to save others.

Good Luck

Edit: can still see one blog perfectly  I'd love to sing an Aria for an oversight.

Antichlorobenzene

What's a story without hope? What's a story without tension? The 'hole' created by the stoppinglight who will fill it? Will it be the end? Will it be the burrowing rabbit? Will it be the following rats jumping to their doom?

Isn't something wrong? Where's the enemy? Where's the terror? How long will the rats continue to follow the amusing song to the cliff? What song was sung? Isn't one appearance too lax?

If the problem is the 'song' is too enticing, why not rip out your ears? If the problem is the 'sight' you see, why not rip out your eyes? If the problem is your 'soul' that can't stop caring, why not rip that out as well? If everything is happening in front of you, why are you being led astray?

What is the 'enemy' you face? What is the 'humanity' you seek? What is 'sin' in the song? If you feel you're 'drowning', why not focus on the 'sky'. What will you sacrifice? 'Freedom'? 'Rules'? 'Humanity'? 'Assistance'? 'Ability'?

When 'everything' is over what will your 'eyes' 'see'? When 'everything' is over what will you 'hear'? Will your 'enemy' be destroyed when 'everything' is over?

'I' have no answers for you.

Consequence Free

Decided to bring it home for my...er, return to home. It seems Elle's been on, didn't expect her to guess I'd make her name my password, still small traps. As for where I was...hospital, flinched too much when the Doc was wrapping the broken arm, one full body examination later and I'm more medical tape than man. My 'guest' is dead, but he did teach me a two things: the names of every single person I need to mourn properly when this is over, and no matter how stable they may seem one second, and no matter how many there, are never turn your back on a Husk

Things went to shit amazingly fast, I have no words...well, no, that's not true, I have words: angry, hurtful words, that are lashing out, and blaming the victim. I so wanted my first post to contain a slice of normalcy...but, that's clearly not going to happen now. Liam, Jonathon thanks for worrying but I'm fine...and getting the feeling I should rescind that offer of haven.

Good Luck, everyone who's left.

Swallow's Lament

"Extend your hand across the sky
To the distant horizon, and the dimming sunset
You will also dye that hand crimson
The accumulation of my days with you
The accumulated corpses of the warriors
The zenith of that hill has even surpassed the tower that I was aiming for, before I knew it"

A song expressing the futility of fighting, right? Isn't that what you said, when you'd go off all alone after hearing about deaths? I wonder where that you is now? Is he still there under all that blood? They won't even fight for themselves giving in so easily running to people they know are dead without a thought of how it'll affect everyone else. "lots of people love you, try and live for their sake", as if! Grow up already humanity ain't inherently good, why else would He be winning so easily? Give it up, you're still in the clear burn the blog and move on with your life, He's not even bothering with you anymore, and let's face it you're not really trying to help either, just being stubborn. Oh, cute password by the way, my name an attempt to bring me back? Very clever, not nearly clever enough, but points for effort.

Sincerly\
The One

PS: you've squandered your chance, I'm taking the laptop back.

Nemureru Hoshi No Aoi Suna

Fuck, don't know why I'm bothering to post, just...makes me feel better, better than a comment somewhere to spill, without the need to be concise or, eloquent. Fizz is...dead probably, one of the ones I could relate to pretty easily, made it easier some ways 'it's not just me, someone else can separate themselves from that fear of killing someone'. She didn't commit suicide 'cause of the weight of the normal Husks, no, she went and fell in love, with some girl she didn't really meet, tried to save her, and...fuck, just, just read it yourself. Wish something would show up tonight, want to make something hurt, 'cause I'm dumb 'cause I've fallen in love to, with humanity and every person fighting in their own way, either just living or trying to fight. Haven't met 'em want to save 'em, driven near to tears 'cause we lost two, forever, hope they have peace now.

Damn, that sounds cliche, and stupid, and maybe I like the thought of saving people too much, am too ready to throw away others, and my own life for the 'cause'. I thought about posting on Robert's blog try and ask him who he was supposed to fight 'till the end, but I've thought better of it. We don't need Robert, or sages, or titles, we're humans we'll beat it, however we beat it, be it through words, violence, or whatever comes up in the future. So there's no reason to make him remember to make him walk this path again, besides he'd probably just walk the same path again, with the same result "the definition of insanity is repeating the same conditions and expecting a different result".

Had a thought, what if they get into Isabel's account somehow, burn her blog just for measure, or whatever?

She was a survivalist, had a thing for the paranormal, thought zombies were going to get her, and made sure she'd survive such a thing. She had a family, a few with similar thoughts, same survivalist mindset if not quite the same. She had friends, good friends who'd weather an attack with her, make grocery and ammo runs. She ran on bravado for much of her life, pretending she wasn't scared 'cause that was an easier coping method. When she finally found her real courage, the ability to admit fear but advance anyway, it was cause of that girl she never really met. Tragedy brought her true strength and now its tragedy that's ruined it all. She wasn't weak, wasn't a coward, tried her best to help everyone, just reaching out in some cases, trying to keep spirits high. She was a great girl and she went out on her own terms, as did Nessa in the end. Didn't know Nessa to well but she left us a great mantra, and it seems to piss of the Husks, always a fun bonus, don't care how narmy it is. Just realized this is a eulogy...wanted it to be a reminder that she existed something real myself to grip onto in those times of doubting, but its fitting I guess. I wish them both the best in heaven or in their next life, or a peaceful respite in darkness.

If her friends can get onto her blog, and see this, write something better for her, deeper more personal. Just needed to write everything out...and looking at I can't bring myself to delete it...so it's going up in all its imperfect shallow glory. Want to cry, want to hurt something, want to sing something fast, something slow, something happy, something sad, something silly. Don't know want I want right now, but I'm not giving up, in any form.

To anyone else who might read this: remember, lots of people love you, no matter the tragedy, try and live for their sake.

"The rain sings out
The light sings out
to the unfair star...
...The slumbering star is beautiful"

Good Luck

Introducing Me

Still a song's title, from a terrible narm-filled movie with a downer ending, song's kind of amusing though, and a perfect title for this post.

Elle...Elizabeth mentioned back in the post she made along with this blog that there's a lot I haven't told you. Well, that's true, you guys know, like nothing about me so here we go rapid-style. I like bad movies and good movies for completely opposite reasons. I'm 19 and my birthday's so late in the year I might not live to see my 20th, and yes this scares me, and made me cry. I've never killed anyone before this madness came to my doorstep, but I've come close, I used to have a nasty temper. I had quite a few friends in high school but I'm out of contact with them now, they're the ones who taught me martial arts, how to fight with a knife, and such. I've been doing the climbing and parkour since I was about 9. I've never had a bad experience in the woods, got lost a lot, but was never attacked and was never lost for more than a few hours. I'm pretty shy and quiet in person. Never been officially diagnosed with anything, doesn't mean I'm not insane in some way, pretty much have to be to throw myself into this.

Things that scare me: Nuclear war, Mutual Assured Destruction...comforting. Hard to think of anything after that, I guess seeing someone ripped apart in front of me would be pretty scary, but it'd probably just make me mad. Being buried alive, there's a certain scene in Kill Bill and two episode of CSI that kill me every time. Used to be scared of burning alive...'till last night, kinda had to face my fear right there and then. it, I am scared of it, I'm scared of the possibility that there's more than one of it, I'm scared that I've drawn the ire of the 'internet' it and may draw the 'Canadian' one towards me as well, assuming they are separate and not just cosmetic differences. Regardless of that fear though I'm going to continue on this path I've chosen.

The titles were nothing but a way to show I was an ally to the Fighters, then an affirmation of self, but it seems they're dropping out of use, just as well, what's in a name? That there's been so many Elizabeth's or Jeff's involved isn't surprising they're common names. Still going to refer to Nightcrawler's group as the Templars though, more as a backhanded insult then anything else. it is still not going to be capitalized even when grammatically correct, if it is a monster of our collective fear than continuing to use 'it' is denying it power, and if it's not...makes me feel better.

Things have been pretty quiet lately, might see a pick up in action on Sunday.

Good Luck.

PS: I really do love the sound of violins.

Level 5 Judgelight

Rock quarries are awesome. When they're not in use they're usually deserted making them a good place to party, or whatever. Usually they're sealed off, but not for the one near my house, which I use both as a place to practice free running/parkour and rock climbing. Since roots would interfere the surrounding forest was trimmed, an open field fraught with dangers, that I know like the back of my hand, and thats where I was after I ate a large supper. In theory I was trying to give myself as much energy as possible, but I may have just seriously thought I was going to die, and wanted a big final meal. There are two major sites separated by a bottleneck path. I didn't go unprepared I had rigged the place as best I could and brought every weapon I had, no fancy guns or claymores(how did illusions set off mines anyway?), did have the shotgun, hunting knife, combat knife, another knife I bought on impulse 'cause it looked cool, 7 inches though so it came in handy, a self-made bo staff, a metal baseball bat, and some darts. With the exception of the combat knife, and the darts I borrowed, I had all of these before I read about it, I'm not a crazy survivalist, just have a thing for weapons.

Wasn't wearing 'proper' winter clothes instead I tripled up on everything but socks. Baggy easy to remove outermost layer, that disguised where my limbs were, the other two layers were closer fitting. Darts were in a belt pack, and had the hunting and combat knives were with me to. Bo was placed somewhere so when I took it 'd cause a landslide dropping pursers down a not insignificant distance. Shotgun was hidden in a shed with only one easily missable entrance longest knife was there to, bat was hidden in one of the piles of rocks, only hidden weapon in site 1. Didn't bring a watch, but when the Husks showed up they showed up in force.

Didn't have time to count, I was on the run immediately, scrambling up sides as fast I could, reached the top first, used the darts to take out their eyes or their hands as they climbed, missed a lot but still useful. Kept running when they got too close, heard more than a few miss jumps and drop, didn't need to look to know it was far enough to break legs if not outright kill them. One came from an unexpected angle, smarter, faster than I was used to, almost fell to my own death, ironically enough it was a root from a missed, or neglected tree that I grabbed onto, got my footing and moved back down to the base.

A few were there, got a few cuts, but the baggy clothes did their job, nothing worse than a few nicks. Made sure to avoid blunt weapons, and head wounds in particular, didn't need broken bones or have to start worrying about whether I had a concussion. Went on like this for a long while me running scrambling up and down rock piles, and apparently unclimbable walls, throwing down rocks and darts and my pursuers, taking a few out with the knives, and a few times the bat before I had to chuck it to climb up again, at the lower levels. A few scary situations when the rock piles collapsed before I expected them to, worse for the Husks since they were still climbing them, or at the bottom of them.

Site 2 was much of the same, but with more planned rockslides, more Husks falling into unseen holes, or slipping on frost-covered rock, until I was forced into the shed. I felt it first, a horrible gut-twisting sensation that set all my senses off, got blasted with white noise and I smelt something awful. Then the shed caught on fire, then I inexplicably calmed down. it was there, and it set off my fear receptors, and my animal instinct to run, but I calmed down. In retrospect my reasoning was pretty simple.'it's here, in open combat and its trying to kill me, this is what it has make it through this and I'm fine I'll be fine'. Too simple, but combat tends to simplify your thought processes. Anyway, that one opening was through an apparently locked window, no axes so they had to try to get me through the window, they broke it and tried climbing in, so obviously they weren't that smart. Figure they must have been trying to keep me pinned so the fire'd get me, had a different plan, grabbed shells in between attacks and stuffed them into the pack, darts were pretty much all gone anyway.

Had to keep low, almost missed my chance, the shed was placed on a steel platform because the ground beneath it was gouged out, so there was one side they couldn't possibly be surrounding. Wall made of wood had been weakened, shot the damn thing right out and made an obvious break for the bottleneck path back to site 1. Was lightly burned from convection, ditched the baggy clothes and put 'em between me and the steel floor, they were burning by the time I got out, trapped animals make mistakes. The faster ones followed, saw me chuck the shotgun to the top and got cocky, scaled up and got the bo, too close for them to avoid, down they went, good thing I wasn't trapped.

Got the shotgun and made the real break, and there it was tentacles out, just standing there being scary, daring me to try and get past it, three knives a bo staff and a shotgun. The only ones left were the smart and agile making it up the cliff with not quite my speed but too fast, might have been able to hold them, but not with it standing there a silent unending pressure on my back. Fear bubbled up as I realized I didn't want to die, not now when I still didn't know so many people's fates and as the fear almost took over a survival instinct took over. A focusing method, singing, used it to push away fear when I was younger, or anxiety before doing something in front of an audience. So I walked past it quietly singing  focusing on the words and the tune and the melody and hitting the notes. Don't know why it didn't attack, maybe it still can't go after someone that directly when they're not afraid? Not going to assume it was the song itself, or that it was something special about me, just a moment of insanity that happened to work, hell maybe it was just surprised someone would actually just walk by it, or maybe it was just an illusion meant to make me turn back.

Doesn't matter, made it. Attack stopped, had a long walk back, grabbed anything that was on the ground. Bodies were there, checked back in the morning, gone but there were some bloodstains. Had someone house-sitting, told em not to let anyone in except me, they said they had a quiet night, but the bloodstains on the snow says otherwise. They didn't ask why I was bruised, dirty, burned, bleeding, and carrying an armory, but did insist I have a cold bath. They invited themselves over for the night, but have since left, not knowing anything, and hopefully not involved in this in any way, will be keeping my eyes on them.

Seems things went pretty well for everyone else last night as well, so much for destroying the Fighters last night. Hope Will makes it to Fizz, and that everyone can get some rest tonight, but I'm not banking on it.

Good luck everyone.

No Buts!

Haven't done a proper blog sweep yet but it seems Nessa's safe with Fizz, which is awesome, but it seems Zero's doubting the validity of these attacks and our survival. Well Zero if you're reading this I'll be honest: every goddamn day when I was separated from all this, by not being attacked, by country boundaries, trying to stay upbeat and helpful, even refining my poor social skills to better facilitate that. Perfecting filtering my thoughts into a more 'stable' looking form. All while fearing I'd be blown off or unable to help anyone, goddamn it, I'm a nothing in a nothing offshoot of a nothing town I have all of two one friend 'cause I'm so strange. I used to stay up all night shivering in fear that everything was for nothing and almost gave up, almost walked away so many goddamn times, it sure would've been better for my mental health.

Now though? Now I can proudly say I'm fighting along with everyone else, its my pride and my strength, I'm not afraid because if its paying attention to me with everyone else I'm a threat, that fear of being unable to save anyone is gone. That desire to save others is what pushes me to do what I do, yes even the killing, even that will weigh down my soul one day, when this is over and I'll question whether I could have saved them, but right now, every one I fell is one more that won't touch anyone else. It can only threaten my own life at this point, if I go down it won't be with fear but with pride that I've thinned its ranks, and made it play the defense for once.

I was attacked last night, big time, I'll check on everyone else's condition before posting about it, 9:48 here.

"Shout out! Now, there is no other path to advance down
Your chest is unreliable, so strike out with your heart
Misfortune made you realize happiness
If you overcome it you'll see happiness
So go right away
No Buts!"

Resolve

Love, Light, Life.

I actually yelled that last night when I sent the bastards running. I sadly can't say I was as awesome as Fizzbomb but I did get some guests last night, though even if they'd shown up today I still wouldn't invite them in for turkey that date has already passed here. Twelve Husks showed up I got 41.667%(or 5) of them directly 3 with the combat knife before I got tackled down by one.

Don't know what it planned to do, don't care, important part is I live near woods, it was a source of much paranoia since reading about it, but much fun in my younger days. Also, it means hunting tools are constantly available to me such as easily concealed hunting knives for stabbing things which tackle you to the ground, wish it hadn't been wearing a mask would've loved to see its face...no, that's the adrenalin talking, it's good they wear masks makes it easier to remind self they're not humans. Anyway, kicked that one off me and made a beat for the house before they could swarm, they tried but I had one more surprise: a shotgun. First one in got blasted at near point-blank, didn't set my shoulder right, almost broke it, had to drop both knives, had to use shotgun as a club for the next one in. They backed off after that, tried to take the back door, heard the long-since broken stairs slip from under one of them, heard a crack probably hit the cement block at the bottom of them. They didn't try that again.

Glad the neighbors work late, don't have to see this madness, they left shortly after, them 5 Husks shorter and at least two of them have a concussion if they're not bleeding internally, and me bruised, sick and nicked from a few knives, but still okay. Don't know if it's a side-effect of being Husks or it just has no experienced weapon-wielders to spare on me way out here, but the Husks sure suck in direct conflict. I know where I'm going to weather the assault tonight, no web access out there, but no woods either. If you don't hear from me tomorrow, well you know what happened, but I can assure you I won't be going gentle.

Good luck tonight everyone.

PS: the bodies were burned in a pit with some old wood, didn't look at the faces didn't have the guts.

Flowering Night

November 23rd geez what a night. A massive coordinated attack on the solstice goers, and probably a lot more people we haven't even heard of, or couldn't get to a computer. Nessa(Hearld) was attacked by a large group her fate is unknown, I'm optimistic until we have some confirmation one way or the other.  Zero(Sage) was attacked/warned/terrorized by Rika and then more of the Husks arrived, apparently something happened during a time that he can not remember, but as he did no harm to himself and he was mad, existing for the fight, well there may be something to that substance on his blade. Amelia(Sage), Will of Paranormal Log, and myself were also attacked.

I won't bore you with the details of the attack just that there were 6 of them and years of being bullied and learning how to take a punch and limit how many people can get at you at once has finally come to practical use. On the plus side of things, it attacked so many in one go, and it took at most one, one who can still be saved if Robert(Guardian) is to be believed, I got a combat knife, Will did something that drove it back and as stated Zero(Sage) may well have just hurt it.

So, a massive attack against several 'isolated' opponent's and it still couldn't topple the Fighters, I'd say we have a good chance of winning yet, maybe not soon but we will win. In our Darkest Hour we stood strong and fought it back together, a proper Crowning Moment Of Awesome for our side.

Edit: I've taken a step back and looked at the larger picture, not really a Crowning Moment but I'm not willing to take back the statement wholly either, that night was hell but we're mostly still standing. Fizzbomb is on the offensive trying to find Nessa(Herald) and I can only wish her the best of luck.

Snow Rain

Snowdrops. Despite their drooping bulbs they symbolize hope, its not hard to understand they're Winter blooms through the white blanket of death they thrive. I think its a far better background than that dull black.

Not much to say, just making it clear that I'm here. Still depressed and feel like kicking myself, but that'll pass eventually. I'm sick after running around for 4 hours in the cold and snow, little sleep did me no favors. Didn't catch her don't know how she knew I was coming either. Judging by her post I'm putting money on 'Agent' rather than 'Husk', for now anyway.

Got the laptop, haven't looked at it yet, stashed it outside the house, nearby.

It's not been a good few days, not broken though, this is trivial compared to the shit the rest of the Fighters have put up with.

Good luck.

Regret Message

He finally crashed~, really I used to tell him to take better care of himself 36 hour days running around like a Fool trying to save everyone. Not my problem anymore though~.

Hello everyone its the dear 'sincerely' here! Since things are getting a little 'personal' for him now its only appropriate he got a blog, yeah? Something you should know about me my 'weird sense of humor', or whatever, is nothing more than his misconception.  I think it started when we were talking about the ending to that show everyone was joined as one, it was a truly happy ending. When he heard that was my thought he laughed and said something I don't quite remember, since then he's misread me every step of the way, and he interested me. Even now hes called my house 4 times and my cell 3 times, so I threw it at a tree.

There's so much hes not telling you all, of course I won't be telling you either~.

For the record there is no regret here, no I'll save all the guilt for him, it is such a fitting mask for dear sweet Jeff. There is however a confession: I hate humanity. All the time on the news, and stories, and in every day life, a difference in opinion or a misunderstanding causes bloodshed. Its always so sickening to watch 'humanity' running around in a chaotic dance.

Without understanding this he told me of the Slender Man-though he never used the name, no always that blasphemousness lower 'it' as if he could lessen His standing with his pathetic words-and, perhaps without realizing, exposed me to his own theory of His 'hallowing' of people: 'a greater collective'.

Yes, that is the perfect solution one grander being to take us into Himself and make all as one. The end of conflict; all that needs to be done is remove the continuing nuisances, the lessers who think they can fight the pinnacle of all: the One, its pointless, pointless, pointless, pointless, pointless, your fight is pointless!

Humanity will never reach a single peace, what they desire is conflict and fear, no matter how much you all wish it humanity will never come to together and make a push for peace because they are beasts who can not, and will not understand others, and only think of themselves even the delusion of love is nothing but an attempt to pass on their genes. For proof of this look no further than Nightcrawler, regardless of having ways to 'blind' Him rather than moving forward to think of ways to beat Him, they focused on the 'elimination' of the problem through sheer violence rather than thought. 'Humanity' is a voracious beast that will devour, and devour, and devour, He is the necessary counter of nature. He is greater than that I am greater than that now when He appeared before me I willingly walked into His arms, because I understood, oh yes, I understood he could come here but dear sweet naive Fool simply wouldn't bend to him, he's sure of his identity and holds to his belief that its through separate thought processes that humanity gain strength and overcomes trials, he is wrong and He will prove it when he breaks you Fools down one by one and you realize the greatness of One.

There is no message here, no hidden secret to find, simply my truth condensed, if I seem more lucid than I should...would it amuse you to know its been 4 hours since I started this post, its hard to communicate on your lesser level, and my hands keep rebelling trying to create messages and hide truths for you to find, when there is none, I am only complete now, as you will be.

Now then as you were so nice to leave me your password dead Fool 'tsumi ni kizuku no wa itsumo' I'll leave two things for you first: this laptop your old one kept crashing 'cause something happened to it, right, you should thank me~. Second: I've changed your password, it seemed fair since I just gave it away, here's your hint: ''hanin wa dare, kimi wa shitteru ne kimi wa  me no mae wo subete no dakara".

Hes coming for me, He didn't crash, it was a trap, hufufufu~ always forgot Hes quite smart, probably has all the hotspots memorized. Well then bye everyone maybe I'll be seeing some of you~!

Sincerely,
The One